Living is hard enough. Living for others? Bullshit.
Societal pressures, family, friends– they all tell us we need to be something other than ourselves.
If we don’t do this then we won’t amount to anything.
If we don’t lose weight we’ll never be attractive to the opposite sex.
If we don’t have kids, our futures are worthless.
If we follow our dreams, we’re irresponsible.
If we play it safe, we aren’t living.
Quite frankly, it’s all bullshit.
I truly believe our early twenties are the roughest years in terms of trying to find ourselves. It’s painful to be pulled in fifteen different directions, silencing your inner voice for the sake of others’ happiness. We are afraid to branch out and see things for ourselves because we can’t handle the unknown. We are petrified of not being accepted. We are so consumed in other people’s (irrelevant) opinions that we often forget that our only duty is to keep ourselves happy and healthy.
When I first enrolled in college, someone told me I was “stupid” for studying anything other than computers or technology–words I remember being spoken like shards of glass in my back. It hurt to be let down, but it hurt even more coming from someone I thought I could trust.
Gradually, things began to change. I found something I was good at and ran with it. It’s hard to incorporate passion with career. It’s hard to keep your head above water when it seems like the whole universe is attempting to drown out your hopes.
Don’t let them steal your spark in life.
The day I enrolled in university, I knew I had to do it for me; regardless of what people thought or how crazy it seemed. They thought I was crazy for studying media and culture– but I thought they were crazy for not giving me a chance to prove myself.
The art of pleasing others digs much deeper than career choices or college majors. I’ve done a whole array of things that my family has deemed questionable; from relationships to my appearance to how I act or what I do. Its exhausting pretending to be someone I am not.
So I stopped.
I imagine it hasn’t or won’t be that easy for others in the same situation. I feel for them.
Truthfully speaking, I don’t owe anyone any explanation for why I do the things I do– and neither do you. It is not our job as humans to conform to what other people want. We need to do what’s right for us in order to grow and contribute as decent people. Being someone we are not gives the false idea that it’s okay to hold back.
It is not okay.
We aren’t doing the world any favors by keeping ourselves on a tight leash. The world desperately needs more authenticity.
At the end of the day, it is imperative to remember these three things–
- You don’t owe anybody shit
- You are you for good reason– don’t question your worth
- You don’t need anybody that doesn’t need you
When life seems to be getting too tough, too unbearable– keep going. We need you.
We really fucking need you.